Pain. I wait for it to pass, mind empty of thought, eyes swollen with pain. This is now, not past, not enduring into the future. I only have to live this moment. Not mourn the lost possibilities of this day, truncated into one throbbing sense. All I can do is wait – and offer this moment with a willing heart.
Somehow as I lay down my hopes and plans for this day, abdicated by pain, I am at peace. I have done my best with the hand today has dealt. There is a grace – I feel the touch of God and I am blesse